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These are just a few poems that I've written... I have quite a few, but a lot are unfinished or just don't make sense, but here are the ones that kinda do... haha - enj0y.
When I fell too far...
I never knew I would feel this way.
Especially not so soon.
But I have begun to fall for you.
To you I'd give the sun, the stars, and moon.
I would do anything
To see a smile on your face.
Even if I have to wait for you
To feel your tight embrace.
This feeling I have can't be denied.
Please don't make me cry.
I've never been so sure before.
Without you I will die.
Even if we are just friends,
I hope you never leave.
I can't believe I feel like this.
I've been feeling so much grieve.
It's strange how quick it happened.
But I'm happy that it did.
These feelings will never go away,
So I'll have to keep them hid.
From you I don't want to keep my thoughts,
Yet I'm afraid it doesn't matter.
I just hope that you'll understand
And my feelings you do not shatter.
All the time I'm worried.
I can't eat or think or sleep.
That's because the ways I feel
Goes rather deep.
I've never been so mad before.
I've been mad because you're hurt.
I HATE the fact that I can't change it
Yet I am always still alert.
If anything ever happens to you,
Just know that I'll be there.
And if anyone ever offends you,
Never again will they dare.
It's awkward how much I care about you
Because there is nothing that I love.
I have never cared for ANYTHING.
But now it's you that I think of.
I just wish that I could see you
And hold you in my arms.
I want to see your face
That has so many smiles and charms.
How can someone think you're wrong?
When there's nothing wrong at all?
Can't they just be there for you?
And catch you when you fall?
I want to be the one to do so;
To help you through it all.
I want you to know that whenever you need me
You can always call.
If you're life is too full for me,
Don't worry; I understand.
Forever I will wait fo you.
As long as from your life I am not banned.
I wish that I could tell you
How much you mean to me.
But for now I'll keep it under wraps
And just let you and Brandy be...
"Analyze This"
I couldn't think of anything for the title... it was just in response to the shit Evalina wrote that made it sound like we were a couple that broke up or something... ugh...
You don't know much; you really don't. I can't just take this; I really won't.
What's your problem? Why do you cry? Sometimes I just wish that everyone would die.
Quit your trying, it doesn't work. In the shadows your problems still lurk.
You're right about one thing: the "little games" that I play. Seeing somone's misery always makes my day.
Especially yours, because you're always happy. Now I can see why everyone calls you preppy.
You say dumb shit that makes me mad. I never show it, so you should be glad.
You think you know me? You have no clue. My time to say this is way overdue.
No one else does... so why do YOU care? All you can say is that I am not fair.
So what is fair? Obviously I don't know. What do I call you; a friend or a foe?
You made a big deal out of this stupid thing. In your damn writing it sounds like a FLING.
So tell me now... what do you REALLY feel? I won't cry like you, 'cause I can deal.
Why do you miss me? You claim to "know my real side." So stop acting as if it's in me that you confide.
No apology is in order, I think this is dumb. But it's all part of my game, right? So have some fun.
Don't preach about my hurtful words. It wasn't even mean... what is this, the gossip of nerds??
If this was to happen over a guy, then this wasn't strong enough. It was MEANT to die.
So do everyone a favor and get over yourself. Set this aside, put it all on the shelf.
As I have said before, we can throw down. But just know this: you're the clown.
You put this on yourself, so don't get mad. If anything's right, yeah, you should be sad.
To know that you started all this drama, it's no wonder you cry to your momma.
That doesn't solve a god damn thing... and by the way... thanks for that ring.
I have to end this poem now, yet I don't want to and I don't know how.
But here it goes, another day.
So bring more problems and throw them my way.
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"Sorry"
It was late one Saturday evening
And us three hung out that night.
Little did we know
That we'd all end up in a fight.
We didn't realize what we were doing
I think I lost my mind.
Did he take it from me?
Or did I just go blind?
It's like it never happend
Perhaps it was all a dream.
But I know I hurt you
I heard your deepest, darkest, scream.
It haunted me for days and weeks
In fact still to this day.
I didn't mean to do it
I don't know what to say.
Still I know I'm sorry
And that I can't turn back the time
But if I could I would
So I could wipe away my crime.
For what it's worth I loved you
So no matter what you say or do
My opinion will not change
Because I'm still in love with you...
"Liar"
Almost all my life I've been this way
Lying left and right.
You think that I'd get sick of it
Or maybe just uptight.
I've never liked to share my feelings
But I guess that I should start.
Because deep inside I'm crying
And it's tearing up my heart.
I don't know why I feel this way
I guess I always have.
They say you need a reason
To be depressed and to be sad.
I can think of hundreds,
Maybe thousands, maybe more.
All these thoughts and thinking
Makes my head feel really sore.
I think I might go crazy
If I don't feel better soon.
But there's no one here to help me
So I'll stay in my cacoon.
Someone's out there watching
Amongst me in the dark.
But they're like me and won't say nothing
For fear someone will nark.
But if you're out there help me
I need you really bad.
Please don't let me stay like this
And grow even more sad...
"You"
You tell me to be happy,
Not too worry, and it's okay.
You don't realize my problems
That I have from day to day.
All you say concerns yourself
And honestly, I don't care.
I wish that you would just shut-up
And realize that I'm not there.
Stop giving me your dumb advice
If you yourself don't take it.
I hate it when you do this
And I wish you wouldn't fake it.
Can't you see that I don't like you?
And you know that you don't care?
So stop pretending as if you do.
I'm trying to make it fair.
I hate it when you yell at me
For the stupid things I've done.
Because you're even dumber
When you say you're number one.
Look at you, you're pathetic.
Telling lies, left and right.
I can't put up with this bullshit.
Must we end up in a fight?
I don't think you'll admit it,
But you know that you are wrong.
Maybe one day you'll realize
I've been right all along.
So if you want to talk to me
Then get a fucking brain.
I don't care what you think of me.
And YES, I AM insane.
*Oh and btw, a lot of this was directed towards Evalina if no one has figured that out yet... well Ryan knows that cuz I told him but yeah...I wrote it quite awhile ago.*
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